5.05.2026

{may 5 , 2026 }

ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Dear Blog .ᐟ ꒱ , 

Hello My Blog! 
    I have a bunch of things on my mind today ! I left my airpods at home so I'm stuck here... alone.... in class.... with no music... SMH !!!
    I wish my school didn't ban my favorite game, everskies ! ! !
    So.. here's the thing
    My birthday  is in 2 months, about- and I have to figure out whether I want a party or a good gift. I'm leaning more towards a party but then again I've been waiting forEVER to get a guitar. My parents said they'd get me my Epiphone Les Paul Standard '50s Heritage elec tric guitar in Cherry Sunburst color.. I'm drooling at the thoughttt ! !
    I really love that guitar because of K-On, and I feel like a weeb for that TWT

  ANYHOO !
    I have a slight idea on what I want for my party. Though, I think it's a better idea for next year. 
     I want a pastel, circus, cabaret, candy land type party !  I hate sweets in general, yet love the aesthetic of candy. I love love love the vibe of Katy Perry in California Girls.! 
    

So yeah... I have to think about that more.


Today In my life...
    I just can't STAND the way this person looks. Like it kills me it hurts my heart how beautiful they are . Genuinely actually factually their smile just fills my heart like all the way to the top. 
    This blog is like.... brand new... I started posting yesterday, so there's not a lot of stuff here. I want to start a page for my poetry, where I can have my own little archive for it ! 
    I continued watching gachiakuta for Katsudon yesterday. I got really attached to the character 'Job' and started crying when he died, he had like FIVE SECONDS of screentime btw... XDDD
    I keep getting migraines as of late, and it hurts so bad I can barely function ! ! I think it's due to stress honestly. 


    I have nothing else to say to you Blog ! 

This is nana ! day 2 ! signing... off<3  ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

5.04.2026

first entry ! !

 ₊˙♡﹗˚ Dear Blog , 

                      ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡

{⋆⭒˚。⋆ Today is Monday May 4th, 2026, the first day that I'm uploading to my newest blog !
I have a lot to say and not a lot of time to say it, so I just want to let you know what's happening in my life recently. 

( I don't really remember much of last week, but this week so far is good ! )
    Today I just discovered I got a 38/35 on my mock AP essay ! SCORE!!! 
     I feel closer with my best friend after having a really...really...really long conversation about a bunch of bullshit ! LOL
   Me and my friend, let's call her katsudon, are obsessed with literature, poetry and writing.
     She told me that she's glad that she has me to talk to about it since nobody else is an English geek like us... I'm glad as well ! ! 
     One of my favorite things to do is to write poetry. In the past 3 months alone, I've written about 72.. we started around the same time, she wrote 20 XDD
    A common theme in all my writing has to be my childhood depression, not to make the subject dreadful or dark, just trying to get some info out there ! 
    

    Another hobby I take great favor in is watching anime...TWT  In my childhood, it was the BEST pastime. Especially since my developmental years were during COVID.... it gave me a mental BREAK ! 

     Blog, you don't know how refreshing it will be to vent and chat to whatever in here. I don't have to bug my friends with my BS anymore ! ! 
    

    anyway, this is 𐔌 . ⋮ 𐓣α𐓣α.ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱, DAY 1, signing off ! (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡ 

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